How is you break? Hopefully better than mine...actually it is not that bad since I got to watch the first Gurren Lagann movie, and I almost shed a tear of sadness. Now, I can finally continue watching the series after refreshing what happened in the first half.
So, what do I have? I have a Rene Magritte inspired works, which I have use for my RP post:
I named it "Bogritte"
It is a collage made from QuinRose pictures of their game "Clover No Kuni no Alice" you get a cookie if you can name the Magritte's paintings from which I got inspired.
Second artistic thing, T-shirt design "This is not a Hat"
Here is my beautiful logo in all its glory:
If I ever learn how to vector, I will do this logo ^^
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The Second thing I will talk about is an incoming project which I will probably be starting after I finish this post. I don't want to give it away, but in summary I am in charge to write a story about "Sloth" yeap, one of the 7 deadly sins which I personally are a victim of it....be aware!!!
I also wanted to do envy, but probably I will end up doing like a short paragraph or something because I am really in the mood for it.
To finish things up for this short Blog post, another amazing song which I am obsess with:
It is called "Obsession" NO WAY!!! but yeah, if a song describes me...IT IS THIS ONE!!!
This is it for now, my little kitties.
Until then, I love you Takano san and RIP KAMINA (T^T)*
I know I haven't post anything...in a long long time. I apologize, but there were finals and then the holidays... which are not over.
What have I done? not much, got a nasty blister on my lip and been going out with friends and whatnot.
Even sat down on Santa's lap ^^;
Also, been catching up on my anime list:
Sekaichi Hatsukoi 2 is over, but the last episode was gold!! Takano san's case it was made out of love and a bunch of "kyaa" "mukyaa" etc.
Un-Go is also over and I am now waiting on the movie which supposedly explains the mysterious encounter between the protagonists. I love Inga <3
Need to catch up and finish working II
Gintama marathon once AGAIN! I am finally done with the 201 episodes!!!
I need to finish Gurren Lagann!! going to watch the first movie and probably cry my tiny heart out, and continue with the series! *Stuck at ep. 16*
Yesterday, I watched one of the Tekken movies and I still don't have a proper reaction to it... BUT it was nice to see my favorite Tekken character, Alisa kick A$$ and be an adorable stalker....just like me.
I am also placing on my list the new anime that is coming up this season choosing the ones that look decent and awesome. I am excited about he 4rth Season of Natsume YES!!!!!! and other two anime which my wife, Hiro C will be voicing some main characters and whatnot. ^^
I don't think I have place my anime list before, so here is my MAL link in case you would like to add me:
Since, I don't have much to say...I shall place pretty awesome pictures of Gintama.
I got these from a torrent a while ago, but each one says 'Scans-Anime Paper-Sayoko' so, my wild guess is that they are from animepaper and the person who scanned them goes by Sayoko? Anyhow, thank you to whoever scanned these:
Zura...hehehe ;)
Tsuki san. She is one of my favs since I can relate to her character.
Smexy Gintoki Sensei
I have been doing stuff for my RP hobby like drawing, but this time just for the lols.... I present you: "Gio Broken Pinata" because, I didn't have money to send a present to one of my dearest friends which lives in another state (like I usually do). Instead she asked me to do a drawing and a photo...well, here is the drawing. Feel free to laugh or be creep out...
Gio Broken Pinata
The joke comes from "life sucks dick for skittles" and since I am "broke" like a pinata...well, yeah... enjoy.
Song and Video of the Day:
The video is pretty artistic and even if it is almost a year old, I just barely discovered some weeks ago. The lyrics pretty much reflects my feelings as of now. *sighs*
I'll try to post more stuff later on, until then...
Love you people, hope you had a merry Christmas and see you later.
As always, I love you Takano san!! I will miss you seen your face and hearing your smexy voice *tear*
I had a melancholic dream of a very high, majestic, and cold colored night sky and for the first time seen a meteor shower. I had the strangest wish to make to the fallen cosmic objects, a desire that only brings me sadness for its improbable chance to occur. I woke up looking at the unchanging ceiling of my room, and wonder the illogical impulse of my unconsciousness to torture my ego. As I speak at this moment of delirium, perhaps attempting to find peace in a comatose state...My solitary entity tells me to convert these harboring feeling into a coffin and bury it in the deepest parts of a frozen underworld. I want to become a walking puppet that can't filter reality as it easily takes everything, it instantly lets it flow out of grasp. Not winning, not losing, not regretting, not making an effort to live the life it can't have. Could it be that thanatos is getting the best of me? Perhaps, I long not to be free of this physical body, nor to deny the label placed on my face...Maybe, just maybe... I just want to have the warmth of the sun that gives its rays of shine to someone else...
There are tons of fandubs to Bakemonogatari's ED song...So many that youtube had to erase a bunch of them EVEN the good ones...
Anyway, a found new adaptation recently in Spanish, the lyrics are completely different from the translation since it is an adaptation...and it makes me want to cry. DAMN IT!!!!
I ended up translating this adaptation, because I am masochist (T^T)*
"The Story that you don't Know"
My life used to always elapse in silence.
I never dreamt of harboring these feelings, until you pierced my heart.
That day we skipped classes and I ended up wounded after running behind you.
A wound that has lasted since that day.
“You are my friend above everything else”
I thought I could easily accomplish this, but I had to confuse everything.
They couldn’t wait to tease me and I wanted to cry…
But I saw you and hide it.
Until this day
I don’t understand the reason
Why I keep thinking of you
I know very well that for you, I will special never be
But my pitiable heart…
Keeps telling me it’s love
Every time I saw you, I was blind to the world
Like this inadvertent it was and you never noticed
But luck…never brought us together…
I felt like a little girl when I cried
Not understanding why I expected more from you
Maybe I was always deluded…
Until one day I saw her by your side and then I understood
There is no more to this
If your love I will never have.
An illusion was born and I fake to have the courage
But I could not let you know
Why did our end have to be like this?
I lost your love…I deserve it…I know
This is not my place
With my heart I wish to vanish
And once again share that gorgeous yesterday with you
But I…
Don’t deserve anything but your farewell
But embrace me and tell me, it never occurred
That I dreamt all of this
What could it be?
What did I do wrong?
Heart, please stop
Tell me…I have to endure it
Because our goodbye I couldn’t avoid
There is no way back
I was not able to speak
But I loved you to rage.
And a part of me…is forever gone with you
In silence, like I used to be
My unspoken heart wished to bury your goodbye
But everything was in vain; I still want to go back
And share with you the same place
Where my big secret was born
You were my illusion and first love
I have the hope that…
One day, I'll get to see you again…
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This lyrics make me want to do a fandub of it in English...but a fandub out of an adaptation sounds a little weird, should I do it?
Here are the anime I've been watching in a marathon of awesomeness.
Gintama (ep 165-176)
Baka to test to shōkanjū S2 (ep 1-10...almost done, 3 more eps)
Un-Go (1-7)
Working!! S2 (ep 1-9)
About Gintama:
I thought Gintoki couldn't get more sexier, but I was wrong...VERY wrong. Proof:
I told you!! Gintoki looks so hot with Sebastian's hair style/wig *inset a kyaaa here* and Kagura chan had Lizzy's hair too, but didn't screen cap that one because I was too busy drooling over Gintoki and laughing.
This was it for Gintama, for Baka to Test, I only have to say that one episode almost made me shed a tear. If you can guess which one, I'll give you a cookie.
About Un-Go, BONES did it again! I am not in love as I am with Darker than Black, but I have to say that it is very interesting and I like the characters a lot. Obviously, Inga steals the show and I have been ripping off a bunch of images from zerochan.net.
I am also in love with the ED song, which is called "Fantasy" by LAMA. I love the PV for it and also for the song that is also in the same single album called "Cupid".
I have nothing much to say about Working!! except that is great as always, and I am in love with Izaya...I mean Soma san who is voiced by no one else but Hiro C!!! I do believe however, that Soma san is like a clone of Izaya because of his personality and not only because of his precious and amazing voice. If you have seen both, you know what I mean.
This is all for now, if you celebrated Thanksgiving day I hope you stuffed yourselves with a lot of food and are not regretting getting all fat and whatnot. Of course, I am also hoping you had a great time with family and friends and didn't want to stab someone in the face with a fork or slap their bodies with a fat turkey.
Anyhow, see ya guys later and as always... I love you Takano san.
Horrifying is the sight of myself in the mirror, I am fake in every way to forget the pain.
Pretending to be alright, to be static at the adversity and smiling to the present.
It is insignificant to even consider these feelings, but the dopamine in the brain seems to be scarce. This pain makes me think that maybe the glucose intake is not enough to produce the energy for me to run.
I am a coward with wings of a phoenix, pretending to arise when fallen, but the truth is that I am still chained to a pitiful hole. My poor vision is blurry as it is, but from time to time in days like these…I remember who I am and the blurriness becomes dizziness in a frozen ocean of tiny salty drops.
Intoxicated in the eco of silence becoming familiar with darkness, time freezes and I am able to stop the synapses in my brain. My neurons no longer control my body and it becomes a mystery on how I can perceive the ache of my existence. Memories need to be forgotten, and in vain I try to isolate them. It is stupid and ridiculous as to the reason to even attempt it.
My awareness comes back after hitting the coldness of water; the touch is delicate, intense and effective for it penetrates my senses. Temporary it is, for the numbness comes back since it is cue that magic pills are working in my empty body. It is unusual to not feel and be hurt, scratching the first layer of skin of the mask, forgetting the label which was given at my birth and ignoring the universe for seconds it is my temporary peace.
I wanted to become clean but the nausea in my body narrates a different story. Is this guiltiness? Or is this just another sign of my brain to give up for tonight? Either way, I should just give up myself to the darkness, to embrace Morpheus in a desperate effort to kill loneliness, and to bury you and me in a coffin that should never be opened. Your presence that remains in my comatose state can’t be hurt, love or hate. I am well conscious that I played the role I had to perform in my own comedy, but I still can’t smile at the joke. The dreams I had, the hopes, my faith, and the wishes have been capsulated in a Pandora box… a sinful bliss that I can no longer afford to even have a glance in my dreams. Bittersweet torture I desire to depart from you, to detach my consciousness, to leave you behind and continue my resolution to remain a doll. The doll whose smile remains painted, the body that remains unmoved, and the stoic heart that can’t feel the tender touch of your sadistic words.
I am broken, and what am I hoping? Is it to disappear or to embark into a voyage of illusions? I no longer know myself.
I dyed my hair AGAIN!...Hopefully, one day I will not end up bald from dying it all the time.
It was suppose to be like a dark purple...but somehow it ended up black/burgundy, but in these pictures it still looks red...and I have no clue why...
See!! It looks red... wth?
My messy room ^^;
Bad picture I know, but I like it...
So, I ended up photoshoping it.
A black & white for the good old times.
Talking about good old times, my lovely sister showed me this video the other day. All I have to say it...IT ROCKS!!! It is pretty funny and I love it. I had the song in my mp3 player some years ago, but have never seen the actual video until some days ago. Enjoy~
I just realize the AMV from which I first heard this song is back in youtube!! All of you Kuroshisuji fangirls...ENJOY!!
I also have a guilty pleasure, which I need to confess...I like these two K-pop songs from Super Junior. I am sorry Sam!! I have failed (T^T)
At least the last video has some nice pictures *wink*
If you are a fan of Shakira, you know about "Laundry Service/Servicio de Lavanderia" which surprisingly came out 10 YEARS AGO!!! I wouldn't have guess, if it wasn't because I was in a Shakira mood today...
I feel super old! ohh the memories when this precious woman *points at herself* was only 13 years old *tear*
Who feels old? I do...but whatever, or should I say 'Whenever, Wherever'?
How am I going to celebrate this date? Playing my favorite old Shakira songs!
Out of this album my favorites were:
"Suerte" (Whenever, Wherever)
Objection (Tango)
"Eyes Like Yours" This one I absolute LOVE with PASSION
Which one is your favorite song out of this album?
My Friend's baby was BORN!!!! and her cuteness is.... KYAAA~~~~~
I dyed my hair and will be posting photos later, not exactly exciting...since it is NOW black...
In other not so cute news...I didn't do the essay I was suppose to do, which it was due today...DAMN! Idk how to turn it in now... and yeap...need to do that ASAP.
Junjou Mistake was awesome!!
This post is lame but had to do it because it is 11/11/11.
Song of the day:
Funny Video of the Week:
"Work blows dick for Skittles"
Hell with it...This is an AWESOME Anime Related Video!!!.... that made me laugh (Alucard's voice= eargasm)
I bet those exchange students were REALLY from Texas *winks*
This is it for today...See ya later people and as always,
I love you, Takano san!! Hope I will get to see your smexy face next week.
'“Haven’t you heard? The malicious desire that hides deep in your soul, it resounds in the middle of nights where the chill of the wind penetrates your bones.
“Can’t you hear it?” Right here in your chest it hides itself and wants to come out. It pleads to be vomited from your biased consciousness.
“Haven’t you felt it? It is nauseous and sick to the point that you scream in laughs, and no eloquence could be found in these vicious actions.
“Can you feel it?” It is burning in the whispers of madness that is reflected in those tears, those sweet, delicate and inoffensive pears whose existence is insignificant in here.
“Haven’t you seen it?” That ridiculous smile tells the story of silent plans to murder the one you are. It will slowly consume you after tasting every piece of bitterness flesh coming from your body.
“Can’t you see it?” It is a pity for time has already ripped and devour your insides, there is nothing left in that hollow mask you used to called your face.
I want to dance in this humorous darkness that evokes my truly wish, a perfect assassination that no other has ever witness to a composed serene beat. Everything happens inside a ferocious stare whose direction and fatal ending lies in the infinite ceiling, the wall that appeases and incarcerates my creative intent to incinerate, slaughter, destroy, torture, and corrupt that egocentric face of yours that reminds me of my own."
Giovanna H.
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I wrote this the other night while listening to "L'Assaymphonie" over and over again while starring at the ceiling. I bet many of you have had those type of feelings in which you want to hurt someone just to feel alive. Specially, during long nights in which madness just runs wild...Perfect song to go with this mood, isn't?
Tonight is
an unbearable insomnia
Madness waylays for me
I am what I escape from
I suffered
This cacophony
Which saws my head
Boring harmony
It says to me
You will pay your offences
No matter what happens
We drag our chains
Our sorrows
I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony
To requiems
Killing by frustration
what I sow
I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony
And to blasphemies
I confess I curse
All those who love each other
The enemy
Crouching in my mind
Celebrates my defeats
Without letting up it outbraves me
I deny
the fatal heresy
Which gnaws at my soul
I want to be reborn
To be reborn
I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony
To requiems
Killing by frustration
what I sow
I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony
And to blasphemies
I confess I curse
All those who love each other
The violins of my life cry
The violence of my desires
Siphoned off symphony
Disconcerting concerto
I play without touching C
My talent sounds fake
I drown my boredom
In the melomania
I kill my phobias
In the disharmony
I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony (assasymphony)
To requiems (to requiems)
Killing by frustration
what I sow
I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony
And to blasphemies
I confess I curse
All those who love each other
I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony (assasymphony)
I confess I curse
All those who love each other
(For some odd reason, it doesn't appear on the search video toolbar in here)
(Live version of the song if you are too lazy to click on the first link)
What is Mozart L'Opera Rock? you might be asking...well, according to wikipedia and obliviously what I got from it. What do you know... It is indeed an opera based on Mozart's life. (I thought it was a group the first time I watch the video...my bad)
As of now, I just discovered they have the entire Opera in youtube with English Subtitles. I AM SOO WATCHING THIS RIGHT NOW!!!
I will be back with my reactions,
Love you, chu~~
HOURS AND DAYS LATER:
It is only translated till the middle of Act 2!!! ZETSUBOUSHITA!!!!
BUT....I still watched it all and LOVED IT!!
My favorite Part (English subs, low quality):
Why is it my favorite?
Mozart's laugh
Constanze's charming song
Her mother's shout: "COOONSTANZEEE!!"
The "Bim Bam Bim Boum" song which I can relate to and just gets me.
As the title says...I dyed my hair and the color was supposed to be blond, but I knew it wouldn't end up like that...so, I expected a SURPRISE!!...well, more like carrot hair...
BUT at the end, this is how it looks ^^;
How does it look? I know it is a lovely palette of colors on my head...VERY autumn *wink*
Idk If I should leave it as it is or dye it again...it doesn't look THAT bad. I am getting used to it, it was a CHANGE from reds and blacks.
As you can see, my bishonen look is changing since my hair has been growing at a weird rate. Sad Panda! Would Takano san even look at me now that I look more girlish?!!!
On other news, I am going to become a zombie on Thursday and will be one probably until Saturday or Sunday since (like last week) I have a huge school paper due on Friday...
*Gio answering the questions in your mind*
Have you start it? nope...
What is it about?movie reviews and idk what else..
Have you even watch the movie?movie?...MOVIES! 3 movies...and nope, I haven't...
Today, I had to test my culinary skills and gave the world a taste of MACACHOS!
I bet you are thinking: "What are macachos?" and the answers is this:
DailyGrace ^^
So, I followed the instructions...kind of... Did you know cheese was invented by a photographer? Well, I did!! no wonder I love cheese and photography...
Anyway here is my culinary art piece:
Look at that guacamole heart <3
My macachos weren't as delicious as I expected them to be, but I bet it is because I was missing the sour cream. Meh...
Onto other news, I got A NEW ALUCARD FIGURE!!! yesh!! I am so, collecting the Hellsing 'Search & Destroy' Collection.
Warning: Alucard looks preggo in the package. No pun intended lol
I can't wait to open it and to take pictures of it, along with the other collection figures. My sister got Anderson's figurine that belong to Vol 2, and I have the Alucard that goes with it *excited*
Hopefully I will be able to take the pictures soon, to celebrate here is the last AMAZING ending to OVA VII. Again, I am in the long wait for the next Hellsing OVA...
Such a sensual tune, isn't it?
Lastly, for a class I had to search for a Personality or Career Interest test...which only remind me of those quizzes that you usually take on fb when you are bored (I actually said this in my class forum post). Luckily for me I was able to find this page
It has a lot of FREE psychology tests, without having to 'Sign up' (took me like 30mins to find it). I got the results I expected...but I also took others and the one that made me laugh the most, and I obviously recommend to take it for the 'LOLs' is 'Ask The Oracle'
Just write random stuff, do the test, get the results...AND LAUGH THE WHOLE TIME!
Here are mine results:
Gio's awesome results ;)
I wish I could do what the Oracle has recommended me to do, but... Takano san, where are you?!!
Ohh well this shall be the end for now, but as always
I love you Takano san!~
PS- Remember to post your results if you get anything funny. Spread the love~~~
All this week I have been writing a pretty depressing story, which I have yet to finish and to revise the latest parts. I haven't had the time and I am just writing this post really fast, because I have a midterm to study for D:
To cheer me up, I have listening to many old songs like this one:
Paradise Kiss anyone?
Not only I have school issues, but I also believe that I am passing through a regression phase (I mean, come on! read the story)
Sooo yesterday I went to Wal-mart with my purple and cool 'hello kitty' shirt and my "Pirates of the Caribbean bag'
A VERY mature shirt ^^
A Pirate's Life ;)
and guess what I brought? what a normal 23 year old woman would buy....WINE and of course...TOYS!!!
I didn't know these adorable dolls existed!!AWEE~~She is like an artist and looks like me :3
I couldn't say no to TIMON since he is LOVE <3
Not rly a toy but...I am going to marathon these BATMAN movies after the midterm
After spending some quality time at Wal-mart I pretty much ate a bunch of CHEESE and drank a bunch of WINE till I felt horribly sick. I didn't get drunk nor even tipsy, it was just a horrible stomach ache...? my eyes were watery, I had goosebumps...and I was pretty worried it might have been food poisoning at that moment. After 3 or 4hrs I felt better and read, and read....and READ.
BUT before reading like a mad woman...I had to watch the first episode of SEKAIICHI HATSUKOI!!!!
TAKANO SAN IS BACK!!!! KYAAA~~~ *fangirl scream insert here*
^Wallpaper from the official web site ^
That was all that happened yesterday and today~~~
Since I don't want to suffer alone, I shall now give you an idea of what I must do for my midterm:
I have to read all that tonight! approximately~300 pages
Not only need to read from that book, but I also have to read a chapter from another one and to review online lectures so, that I can take that lovely test tomorrow.
The pain can be seen in his small and cute green face doesn't?
I bet I will end up looking like this, if/when I finish reading all that I have to read.
So, yeah this is my life for now...I shall now leave you with this song that I have been listening all this week, because it REALLY describes how I've been feeling lately </3
Indeed, in my mind I knew I have seen and fallen in love with love.
It came to me one morning and the impossible happened. He, that young man who I saw for some seconds and thought of the improbability to see him face to face was logic to follow in that dimension. There at that point in time, in the same world, in the same dimension, same place, same universe, my invisible dream took form and shape to physical perfection.
A bliss to have meet him, to have seen him and to know he would never meet the real me and to be forever blind to see my soiled self. Days, weeks, and time passed and without noticing the improbable happened, he noticed the defective, small, pathetic, and insignificant me and smiled. It took one smile for me to fall in love with love.
“Love at first sight” it wasn’t exactly that, for I have always dedicated my hope to the idealism of love. He was only the physical presence of it, my living hope and an everlastingly memory of what I will never get. Everyone says that eyes are the mirror of the soul and perhaps that is where “love at first sight” lies, but it took me a smile for me to be chained for years to that person. A tender and sincere smile perfectly placed to a charming individual, I could not ask for more…I was never in a position to ask for anything.
One day, it vanished and I was there left in a place of despair to ceaselessly wait for it to come back again. Time, months, years passed and everything changed inside and outside me. I no longer were the little girl who now I meet in my death bed, I were no longer the broken girl lost in that world, no longer the adolescent who dreamt and hope for a bright future, no longer a person who had the right to seek and obtain “love’s true love”. I changed and became more filthy, uncaring and blind to reality. That is how I became an adult and died.
Apparently, sadness, hope, solitude and stupidity really loved me for once, before dying I was able to see love’s smile once again. This time it came to me thru words and it can only be described as a bittersweet journey that I experienced by blinding myself to reality. I again once knew the changes of probability were as diminutive as capturing the moonlight with a water drop.
I am trying to smile like the clown that I am, with the memories of my mad addiction. I remember my sweet and nice illusion, that in the process were addictive, painful and irrational. It is still here hurting in my chest, a proof that once I was human, a stupid one that fell in love with something that could never be.
The world once again changed and without given a forewarning the two of them were placed now in a desert.
The warm climate highly different from the past one; owned a wind which stroke their cheeks and burned them with its presence. Coughing and lost in a sand storm they could not see anything and hold to each other.
Suddenly, the storm ceased and the two of them face each other again. Surprisingly they did not feel any thirst or another essential need; this once again reaffirmed their placement in another plane different to their own.
The little girl with her fresh skin and disappointing face expression asked in a bitter tone:
“Nobody ever touched us? Is that what you are saying?”
The other one clearing her throat just to spit a lie responded: “Nobody ever touch us”
Once again another sand storm started as brutal as the last one forced the two of them to become closer and could only support each other by embracing themselves.
While this occurred the older one could only think of the truth behind her lie. She lied in order to conceal her embarrassment and misfortune. Her younger herself was indeed too young to even have knowledge of the malicious and unfortunate incident that occurred when the older one was eleven years old.
If only she knew how a piece of her innocence died on that day at the hands of a malevolent and depraved man whose intentions were polluted. He touched and tainted part of us in an instant, frozen to react and to scream we could only respond when the dishonest man’s lips almost touched ours. The memory almost gone but never forgotten with repercussions which include but did not limit to: distrust and a ruined self concept.
Whispering to the small ear placed next to her lips, the older woman whose glasses were useless due to the sand, repeated those words “we were just never good” once again only to be followed by the same apology “I am sorry for not making our wish come true”
The memories of cold, bitter, dishonest, and uncaring people who only approached us appeared and disappeared as shadows on the sand while the storm calmed itself down. The sun rapidly came down and in its place a moon came to be the light and guide to nowhere.
“Myself, I think I hate you…We were supposed to find love and be happy, be beautiful, smart and successful. I only see a dirty, stupid and pathetic woman who didn’t change and found no love. I despise you and I am glad you are dead!”
The little girl pushed the depressed and disgraceful woman away from her; just when she was falling down to the orange ocean of sand another memory escaped her unconscious and became vivid. She had a pain on her abdomen on that rainy day, and just when the tired young woman was about to cross the wet street; a car approached her at high speed and the last thing she saw and remembered were the lights of a car and a blurry sky that cried on her as she collapsed on the ground.
Staring at the starry night only these words came out “you are wrong, I did find it and I…I fell in love with love, but he did not fall in love with me”
