Obsess with a Fandub/Adaptation

There are tons of fandubs to Bakemonogatari's ED song...So many that youtube had to erase a bunch of them EVEN the good ones...

Anyway, a found new adaptation recently in Spanish, the lyrics are completely different from the translation since it is an adaptation...and it makes me want to cry. DAMN IT!!!!

I ended up translating this adaptation, because I am masochist (T^T)*

"The Story that you don't Know"

My life used to always elapse in silence.

I never dreamt of harboring these feelings, until you pierced my heart.

That day we skipped classes and I ended up wounded after running behind you.

          A wound that has lasted since that day.
        “You are my friend above everything else”

I thought I could easily accomplish this, but I had to confuse everything.

They couldn’t wait to tease me and I wanted to cry…

But I saw you and hide it.

Until this day

I don’t understand the reason

Why I keep thinking of you

I know very well that for you, I will special never be

But my pitiable heart…

Keeps telling me it’s love

Every time I saw you, I was blind to the world

Like this inadvertent it was and you never noticed

But luck…never brought us together…

I felt like a little girl when I cried

Not understanding why I expected more from you

Maybe I was always deluded…

Until one day I saw her by your side and then I understood

There is no more to this

If your love I will never have.

An illusion was born and I fake to have the courage

But I could not let you know

Why did our end have to be like this?

I lost your love…I deserve it…I know

This is not my place

With my heart I wish to vanish

And once again share that gorgeous yesterday with you

But I…

Don’t deserve anything but your farewell

But embrace me and tell me, it never occurred

That I dreamt all of this

What could it be?

What did I do wrong?

Heart, please stop

Tell me…I have to endure it

Because our goodbye I couldn’t avoid

There is no way back

I was not able to speak

But I loved you to rage.

And a part of me…is forever gone with you

In silence, like I used to be

My unspoken heart wished to bury your goodbye

But everything was in vain; I still want to go back

And share with you the same place

Where my big secret was born

You were my illusion and first love

I have the hope that…

One day, I'll get to see you again…

~~~

This lyrics make me want to do a fandub of it in English...but a fandub out of an adaptation sounds a little weird, should I do it?

Thanksgiving Break = Anime Break

Hello People,

I have been watching anime...FINALLY

Here are the anime I've been watching in a marathon of awesomeness.

• Gintama (ep 165-176)
• Baka to test to shōkanjū S2 (ep 1-10...almost done, 3 more eps)
• Un-Go (1-7)
• Working!! S2 (ep 1-9)
  

About Gintama:

I thought Gintoki couldn't get more sexier, but I was wrong...VERY wrong. Proof:

 

I told you!! Gintoki looks so hot with Sebastian's hair style/wig *inset a kyaaa here* and Kagura chan had Lizzy's hair too, but didn't screen cap that one because I was too busy drooling over Gintoki and laughing.

This was it for Gintama, for Baka to Test, I only have to say that one episode almost made me shed a tear. If you can guess which one, I'll give you a cookie.

About Un-Go, BONES did it again! I am not in love as I am with Darker than Black, but I have to say that it is very interesting and I like the characters a lot. Obviously, Inga steals the show and I have been ripping off a bunch of images from zerochan.net.

Zerochan Un-Go Collection

One of my favorites:

My Current Wallpaper:

I am also in love with the ED song, which is called "Fantasy" by LAMA. I love the PV for it and also for the song that is also in the same single album called "Cupid".

I have nothing much to say about Working!! except that is great as always, and I am in love with Izaya...I mean Soma san who is voiced by no one else but Hiro C!!! I do believe however, that Soma san is like a clone of Izaya because of his personality and not only because of his precious and amazing voice. If you have seen both, you know what I mean.

This is all for now, if you celebrated Thanksgiving day I hope you stuffed yourselves with a lot of food and are not regretting getting all fat and whatnot. Of course, I am also hoping you had a great time with family and friends and didn't want to stab someone in the face with a fork or slap their bodies with a fat turkey.

Anyhow, see ya guys later and as always... I love you Takano san.

Hopefully, I get to see you in 2 weeks my love <3

"A Mad Migraine"- Another Poetic Writing de Gio

A Mad Migraine

Horrifying is the sight of myself in the mirror, I am fake in every way to forget the pain. 

Pretending to be alright, to be static at the adversity and smiling to the present. 

It is insignificant to even consider these feelings, but the dopamine in the brain seems to be scarce. This pain makes me think that maybe the glucose intake is not enough to produce the energy for me to run.

I am a coward with wings of a phoenix, pretending to arise when fallen, but the truth is that I am still chained to a pitiful hole. My poor vision is blurry as it is, but from time to time in days like these…I remember who I am and the blurriness becomes dizziness in a frozen ocean of tiny salty drops. 

Intoxicated in the eco of silence becoming familiar with darkness, time freezes and I am able to stop the synapses in my brain. My neurons no longer control my body and it becomes a mystery on how I can perceive the ache of my existence. Memories need to be forgotten, and in vain I try to isolate them.  It is stupid and ridiculous as to the reason to even attempt it.

 My awareness comes back after hitting the coldness of water; the touch is delicate, intense and effective for it penetrates my senses.  Temporary it is, for the numbness comes back since it is cue that magic pills are working in my empty body. It is unusual to not feel and be hurt, scratching the first layer of skin of the mask, forgetting the label which was given at my birth and ignoring the universe for seconds it is my temporary peace. 

I wanted to become clean but the nausea in my body narrates a different story.  Is this guiltiness? Or is this just another sign of my brain to give up for tonight? Either way, I should just give up myself to the darkness, to embrace Morpheus in a desperate effort to kill loneliness, and to bury you and me in a coffin that should never be opened.  Your presence that remains in my comatose state can’t be hurt, love or hate. I am well conscious that I played the role I had to perform in my own comedy, but I still can’t smile at the joke. The dreams I had, the hopes, my faith, and the wishes have been capsulated in a Pandora box… a sinful bliss that I can no longer afford to even have a glance in my dreams. Bittersweet torture I desire to depart from you, to detach my consciousness, to leave you behind and continue my resolution to remain a doll. The doll whose smile remains painted, the body that remains unmoved, and the stoic heart that can’t feel the tender touch of your sadistic words.    

I am broken, and what am I hoping? Is it to disappear or to embark into a voyage of illusions? I no longer know myself.  

Giovanna H.

Pictures of Myself

Hello people,

I dyed my hair AGAIN!...Hopefully, one day I will not end up bald from dying it all the time.

It was suppose to be like a dark purple...but somehow it ended up black/burgundy, but in these pictures it still looks red...and I have no clue why...

See!! It looks red... wth?

My messy room ^^;

Bad picture I know, but I like it...
So, I ended up photoshoping it.

A black & white for the good old times.

Talking about good old times, my lovely sister showed me this video the other day. All I have to say it...IT ROCKS!!! It is pretty funny and I love it. I had the song in my mp3 player some years ago, but have never seen the actual video until some days ago. Enjoy~

I just realize the AMV from which I first heard this song is back in youtube!! All of you Kuroshisuji fangirls...ENJOY!!

I also have a guilty pleasure, which I need to confess...I like these two K-pop songs from Super Junior. I am sorry Sam!! I have failed (T^T)

 

At least the last video has some nice pictures *wink*

This is it for now, people ^^

and as always, I LOVE YOU TAKANO SAN!!

'Laundry Service' Anniversary

Hello,

If you are a fan of Shakira, you know about "Laundry Service/Servicio de Lavanderia" which surprisingly came out 10 YEARS AGO!!! I wouldn't have guess, if it wasn't because I was in a Shakira mood today...

I feel super old! ohh the memories when this precious woman *points at herself* was only 13 years old *tear*

Who feels old? I do...but whatever, or should I say 'Whenever, Wherever'?

How am I going to celebrate this date? Playing my favorite old Shakira songs!

Out of this album my favorites were:

"Suerte" (Whenever, Wherever)

Objection (Tango)

"Eyes Like Yours" This one I absolute LOVE with PASSION

 

Which one is your favorite song out of this album?

11/11/11

Here are just some news from my personal life:

• My Friend's baby was BORN!!!! and her cuteness is.... KYAAA~~~~~

• I dyed my hair and will be posting photos later, not exactly exciting...since it is NOW black...

• In other not so cute news...I didn't do the essay I was suppose to do, which it was due today...DAMN! Idk how to turn it in now... and yeap...need to do that ASAP.

• Junjou Mistake was awesome!!

• This post is lame but had to do it because it is 11/11/11.

• Song of the day:

• Funny Video of the Week:

• "Work blows dick for Skittles"

•  Hell with it...This is an AWESOME Anime Related Video!!!.... that made me laugh (Alucard's voice= eargasm)

I bet those exchange students were REALLY from Texas  *winks*

This is it for today...See ya later people and as always,

I love you, Takano san!! Hope I will get to see your smexy face next week.

More of "L'Assaymphonie" and Just Writing Stuff: 'Single Tear'

 A Single Tear

'“Haven’t you heard? The malicious desire that hides deep in your soul, it resounds in the middle of nights where the chill of the wind penetrates your bones.

“Can’t you hear it?” Right here in your chest it hides itself and wants to come out. It pleads to be vomited from your biased consciousness.

“Haven’t you felt it? It is nauseous and sick to the point that you scream in laughs, and no eloquence could be found in these vicious actions.

“Can you feel it?” It is burning in the whispers of madness that is reflected in those tears, those sweet, delicate and inoffensive pears whose existence is insignificant in here.

“Haven’t you seen it?” That ridiculous smile tells the story of silent plans to murder the one you are. It will slowly consume you after tasting every piece of bitterness flesh coming from your body.

“Can’t you see it?” It is a pity for time has already ripped and devour your insides, there is nothing left in that hollow mask you used to called your face.

I want to dance in this humorous darkness that evokes my truly wish, a perfect assassination that no other has ever witness to a composed serene beat. Everything happens inside a ferocious stare whose direction and fatal ending lies in the infinite ceiling, the wall that appeases and incarcerates my creative intent to incinerate, slaughter, destroy, torture, and corrupt that egocentric face of yours that reminds me of my own."

Giovanna H.

~~~~~~~~~

I wrote this the other night while listening to "L'Assaymphonie" over and over again while starring at the ceiling. I bet many of you have had those type of feelings in which you want to hurt someone just to feel alive. Specially, during long nights in which madness just runs wild...Perfect song to go with this mood, isn't?

This is the best translation I have found online:

http://lyricstranslate.com

The AssaSymphony (The Assasinate Symphony)

Tonight is
an unbearable insomnia
Madness waylays for me
I am what I escape from

I suffered
This cacophony
Which saws my head
Boring harmony 

It says to me
You will pay your offences
No matter what happens
We drag our chains
Our sorrows

I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony
To requiems
Killing by frustration
what I sow
I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony
And to blasphemies
I confess I curse
All those who love each other

The enemy
Crouching in my mind
Celebrates my defeats
Without letting up it outbraves me

I deny
the fatal heresy
Which gnaws at my soul
I want to be reborn
To be reborn

I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony
To requiems
Killing by frustration
what I sow
I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony
And to blasphemies
I confess I curse
All those who love each other

The violins of my life cry
The violence of my desires
Siphoned off symphony

Disconcerting concerto
I play without touching C
My talent sounds fake

I drown my boredom
In the melomania
I kill my phobias
In the disharmony

I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony (assasymphony)
To requiems (to requiems)
Killing by frustration
what I sow

I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony
And to blasphemies
I confess I curse
All those who love each other

I dedicate my nights
To the assasymphony (assasymphony)
I confess I curse
All those who love each other

http://lyricstranslate.com

Source: http://bit.ly/sChcrm 

By:Maia

November!!! and...Mozart L'Opera Rock

I've been dead for some time thanks to school...and guess what? I will most likely be dead next week too.

Sad Panda!!... I know

What should I talk about? Well, I've been pretty obsess with Mozart Opera Rock

This is the video that started it:

Video: L'Assasymphonie

(For some odd reason, it doesn't appear on the search video toolbar in here)

(Live version of the song if you are too lazy to click on the first link)

What is Mozart L'Opera Rock? you might be asking...well, according to wikipedia and obliviously what I got from it. What do you know... It is indeed an opera based on Mozart's life. (I thought it was a group the first time I watch the video...my bad)

As of now, I just discovered they have the entire Opera in youtube with English Subtitles. I AM SOO WATCHING THIS RIGHT NOW!!!

I will be back with my reactions,

Love you, chu~~

HOURS AND DAYS LATER:

It is only translated till the middle of Act 2!!! ZETSUBOUSHITA!!!!

BUT....I still watched it all and LOVED IT!!

My favorite Part (English subs, low quality):

Why is it my favorite?

• Mozart's laugh
• Constanze's charming song
• Her mother's shout: "COOONSTANZEEE!!"
• The "Bim Bam Bim Boum" song which I can relate to and just gets me.

 "Bim Bam Bim Boum" (Spanish subs HD):