Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Spring Break=Nothing

Hello People,

I know, it has almost been a month since I haven't post anything...

I have no excuse, except that I really haven't feeling up to post anything.

No anime, just Gintama which has been filling up my sucky life with some joy.

As of now, I am on Spring Break and done nothing...

BUT I have been waiting for the 'Heart no Kuni no Alice" movie to be subbed so that I can make a decent critique about it (+ DROOL AND NOSEBLEED).

I have been in a movie mood lately, I want to watch GANTZ and watched "The Skin I Live In" and... I HIGHLY recommend the latest!!!

So freaking good, besides Antonio Banderas being in it...

 

 The Story is freaking awesome!! so many twists!! and I have to say I LOVE IT!!! Not going to say anything else because I am afraid I will spoil it... but, yeah watch it and tell me what you think about it.

About my art and writings....I fail!!! OTL

I can never finish a story and haven't done any decent photography and less likely any drawings. Just did a quick sketch and it is alright...but meh~

Lastly, music... I have been obsess with my local rock station, and right now my favorites are full with rock songs.

Some that I like right now:


I have nothing to say except that... I miss Sekaichi Hatsukoi and Takano san :'(

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

"The Little Prince"....wait NO! it is "His Last Dream"

Hello People,

Apologies for disappearing for almost a month, life sucks a little as usual BUT there is still hope in the world. By hope I mean awesomeness called GINTAMA! and Zetsubou Sensei!!

I shall drool and fangirl all over those two another time, for now I am proud to present you a quick sketch (~1 hr to do sketch) and its final touch with photoshop after another hour or so.

I just realized today is Mardi Gras...so, I am eating potato chips while doing this post.

To the point of my post--> Short Story with Illustration.

My camera doesn't do much justice to the drawing.

Final Photoshop Version
 Doesn't it look like the little prince?

AND...Here is the first part to the story I am writing (I am going to do a full post later on, so don't feel the obligation to read it now)

Until then, See ya later people and... TAKANO SAN I MISS YOU!!


"His Last Dream" (First Draft Part I)


  On a sunset colored forest where a rain veil covered the white painted trees. A young man stood paralyzed to the unique looking place for it seemed like a forest but the smell in the air had the fragrance of the ocean. It was poignant rain that could penetrate anyone’s bones except his, strange for his breath had a shape in that freezing looking place. His uncovered hands felt the liquid that he could only describe as warm but with a soft texture as if it were snow. He didn’t remember how he got to be in that place; he could barely remember the label imposed on him by society. Strange for how could he think to be in a bizarre place when he could barely remember where he came from… He thought that maybe he had some sort of trauma; maybe he was asleep because he didn’t felt any pain whatsoever. He rapidly checked himself as to feel anything out of the ordinary, but his perspective of the environment was the only thing uncommon to find. 

The only thing accompanying his soul and body were his common black clothes, a short sleeve shirt, an old looking scarf, and some formal looking pants, he check these and found a cigarette in his right pocket and an insignificant lighter on his left pocket.  Just when he was about to light the cigarette he heard some noise behind a leafless tree. Still holding the cigarette with his right hand he followed the noise to find ‘it’. The man looked at ‘it’ confused for some seconds for ‘it’ wasn’t wearing much clothing and seemed to be freezing for it was shaking uncontrollably. ‘It’ saw him and asked “Aren’t you cold?” The man chucked and asked “Are you alone?” 

‘It’ didn’t like a question as a response for its question and said in a sarcastic tone “Not anymore!” The young nameless man, didn’t had any use for his old scarf and gave it to ‘it’ without a second thought. ‘It’ stared at him in surprised and used the scarf which helped ‘it’ a lot. “I don’t feel cold anymore… Who or what are you?” The man smiled and said “I don’t quite remember my name, but I guess I am magic” 

‘It’ didn’t quite get the joke and strangely enough it jumped out and started walking ignoring the guy until ‘it’ was some steps away from him. “Magic? Well, I am ‘it’ thanks for the scarf and…” ‘it’ turned around and with a very mandatory voice asked ‘Magic’ “AREN’T YOU COMING? I shall show you the way out, to return the favor”

The man who followed ‘it’ with his eyes couldn’t help but to laugh “My name is not ‘Magic’ and what sort of name is ‘it’? In return, ‘it’ ran back and hit the guy on his right shoulder making the cigarette fall. “You are not the only one whose memory got erased in this place! Since you don’t have a better name you are ‘Magic’ to me” 

“I can come out with a better name than that, for me and for you…” the man stopped talking for ‘it’ made a fist while staring at him with cold eyes. “Fine, you are ‘it’ and I am ‘magic’” He said while picking up his wet cigarette. ‘It’ started to run to the horizon and ‘Magic’ doubt if ‘it’ really had any idea on where it was going, but since he didn’t have much clue on what to do he just followed it. 

After who knows how much time it passed ‘Magic’ had to ask “Do you really know where you are going?” ‘It’ sighted and responded “I do, you are not the only one who I have shown the way out.” 

“Way to make me feel special” He said sarcastically while stopping since ‘it’ also stopped. “Time to sleep” ‘it’ said after yawning. “It is not night, and I am not tired” ‘Magic’ told ‘it’ and in response ‘it’ said “I am not moving farther until I get some sleep, and it is never night over here.”

‘It’ tried to find a dry place to sleep after going off the path they were going, after some steps further into the forest a silver looking lake could be seen. The water looked as if it was evaporating for steam could be seen emanating from it. “There is nowhere dry to sleep, I guess we will have to sleep in or on the lake, which one would you prefer?” The man raised one of his eyebrows and thought “’It’ must be either joking or I must be really dreaming”. Without hearing a loud response ‘it’ started walking towards the lake “On the lake it will be”
-“You have to be kidding me, you actually mean NEAR the lake, right?” 

-“I didn’t, everything is wet and it is still raining. The most logical place to sleep in ON the lake”

-“NO, the most logical place to sleep in not ON the lake at times like these…”

-“IN the lake it would be too noisy”

-“I can see that due to the droplets of rain…but still ON the lake…”

   ‘It’ smiled and giggled “You actually thought about it, didn’t you ‘Magic’?” He did and wondered why, since it doesn’t make any sense whatsoever. It is not like he knows precisely it would be strange to sleep on or in a lake for he didn’t have memory, it didn’t also make sense since if he decided that he was either dreaming or in a different world then he was bend to adapt to the rules of that world and its inhabitants, not much point in questioning. “Instincts that is all” He said.

By this point both of them were at the edge of the lake, “Magic, if I were to tell you to jump, what would your instincts tell you to do?”

-“ 'It’ my instincts tell me to only do it after you do it first”

-“Good instincts”

‘It’ jumped to the lake and in slow motion to ‘Magic’ the being slowly landed on the lake making its way around the haze.

-“Magic, now if I were to tell you to come with me, what would your instinct tell you to do?”

-“‘It’ my instincts say nothing, I’ll say I trust you and go my way”

-  “Unreliable instincts you have… tsk tsk tsk”

The man didn’t jump, but simply walked on the surface and made his way to where ‘it’ was.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Reasons I am Single...

Hello people,

It is the beginning of February and everything is saturated with Valentine's Day merchandise. It shouldn't surprise anyone that not only it is one of the best commercialized holidays beside Christmas, but also an opportunity to share the love between couples, friends and family...what am I saying?

IT IS NOT!! If anything it is just a date to torment the ones who are single!!

Everything pretty much hits my face with a hard falcom punch of reality!

The worst part of it, is that I don't think I can help my self.

No joking...even my own Sim can't help herself...

It is depressing how she has to write love letters to herself...

If you are curious of what this action does...It pretty much humiliates you by posting it on your wall.

I have made a depressing list of the reason I believe I am single, but I don't want to traumatize my audience and have decided just to list the "funny ones"

Reasons Gio is single:
  • I have the worst memory ever!! Names, Birthdays, Dates, you name it and I forget!! Sometimes it takes me a while to just remember what I have eaten all day.
  • I have my gay male friend listed as my husband on facebook, he calls me "husband" and I call him "wifu"...yeap, I am the man in the relationship.
  • I am a facebook stalker.
  • I am violent even with the people I care for the most, I....punch people out of love.
  • When I say that I have a husband and a wife, it means I am talking about my two favorite seiyu. Konishi Katsuyuki is my husband and Hiro C is my wife.
  • I get obsess over games like the "Sims" (duh! look at the picture) and tetris on facebook.
  • I use youtube and facebook on daily basis as if it something like showering or brushing my teeth.
  • A part of me died on my internet hiatus.
  • I am a frustrated artist.
  • I am a horrible person and I can say mean things about people.
  • I use sarcasm to the point that many people don’t know if I am using it or not.
  • I use double meaning as if it is the most natural thing in the world...and yes, double meaning in a perverted way.
  • I can't seduce a man even if my life depended on it.
  • I have different categories for: Creepy, weird, and a pervert.
    • example:
      • He is a creepy stalker, I in the other way I'm a cute one.
      • She is a weird and creepy pervert, I in the other hand I'm a nice weirdo.
      • I might be slightly creepy, but not to THAT point.
  • I make weird noises and I have weird sayings, some include but not limited to:
    • "Mukyaa~" "Kyaaa" "Gyapoo"-> all thanks to Nodame Cantabile
    • "Nyaa~"-> yes, I do have a cat complex.
    • "Sad Panda"-> I have no clue where I got this from.
    • "Fck my___"
      • "Penis"
      • "Ukulele"
      • "Life"
    • "Suck my balls"
    • "It sucks dick for skittles" Jersey Shore Oscar Wilde Parody Video
    • I should really make another post just our of these...
  • According to this video, I would fail on the "first date" for many reasons...
Photography-> RED FLAG
"What they say"-> RED FLAG
(I have no clue what he means)
I don't have a favorite "SPACE MOVIE"
I don't have the answer for "Why some birds can fly and some can't?"
Lastly....I AM CRAZY!!!!

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

February is Here~

Hello world...

After a whole month of partying due to my bday, many issues with my internet and computer...*sighs* I am trying to go back in track with a proper schedule.

What to expect on February...

  • My food intake specially sweets is definitely going to increase.
  • Rage about my miserable and non-existent love life and indulge myself with food and anime.
  • Stress over school.
  • Pretend to be looking for a job since I will be searching for one, but in reality won't really be trying to find one.
  • Have economical issues due to my laziness
  • To be over negative since I am certainly aware of my age and my midiocre situation.
  • I will most likely have the inspiration to finish my short story "In Love with Love"
  • Expect a list of "Reasons I am Single".
  • Write down how I am going to post new pictures but never have the intention to actually do it.
  • Probably post random stuff as usual.
So, yeah if you don't feel like reading this blog during this lovely month...I won't blame you.

Do I have anything to go with this entry full of joy over exciting expectations?

This song:

Friday, January 13, 2012

Sloth Chapter II "Her Future" ((FIRST DRAFT- unfinished))

{Here is all I have so far for the second chapter.}

Chapter II- "Her Future"

This dream starts with a view from above, as if our young protagonists was flying up in the blue sky and descended slowly to the skirts of the place. The setting: a huge city which may have been seen common at a first glance, but its peculiarity lies in that it works as a clock. The platonic plates were indeed attached to a mechanism which made the whole city moved as if it were the insides of a clock. The center moved in response to the other parts, and so forth. Bridges were cut while others were built in an instant of precision. The habitants used to the movement, didn’t seem to matter if the city moved with them because it never broke the usual pattern. Every part would only move in circles and there is not much to say about it, a very predictable life style could be planned around it. 

The weather on that day couldn’t be more perfect, of course this perfection will depend on the mood.  The mood of course depends on the protagonist and what he or she is about to experience. Going in order, then what the protagonist is going to experience it may or may not help him or her evolve and it is always involves some type of journey. Indeed, majority of times it is called “A Hero’s Journey” and whatnot, it might or not involve some other characters who also have some sort of background and who aid the main character resolve a main issue. Shall I point out the issue and go from there…?

As of right now, there is none and it is not a “Hero’s Journey” sorry to disappoint, but it is some type of self discovery type of journey.  Will I throw up some characters? Yes, I will but they will not evolve. Don’t expect much this is a dream after all and I am just the narrator.  What is our protagonist going to do and experience? First of all, it is a she and after she descends to this city which is the setting already described, well… she will do nothing. The mood is unimportant since the protagonist doesn’t feel anything right now, and going back to the whole perfect weather to match the perfect mood…

It is sunny, clear skies, some lovely clouds that look like cotton candy, a nice breeze that whispers in the ear a nice melody of hope. It is a dream and the unconsciousness of the dreamer has set it this way. Don’t tell me you expected no weather? You were actually right, what kind of weather could exist in a dream if we don’t actually feel it? It doesn’t exist in reality but it does exist in your perception.  The temperature your body experiences outside might be freezing cold and piercing you to the bones, but in the dream it could all change and the only sense you “have” is a fake vision.

In summary: there is no problem to be solve, not a “Hero’s Journey”, no mood, already mentioned the setting, characters are not yet mentioned, and the protagonist is a young female who seems to be floating in a very natural spring weather. This last part sounds a little sarcastic, I shall leave it as it is for the reader needs to read between the lines and decide what the narrator tries to convey. While you either decide to continue reading or think a little bit more, the narrator proceeds to describe the non heroic protagonist.

In that beautiful sky colored in hues of blue and other cold colors with a slight tint of warm orange rays coming from the sun, the young woman whose skin shines a delicate pigmentation of tanned color is indeed floating. Her dark colored burgundy eyes open to the sight of that peculiar city underneath her naked feet.  Her red colored hair glows in response to the light coming from the sun behind her, the wind blows and moves it in different directions and makes it look as if flames covered half of her body. The light dress whose texture might have been silk; moved as if it were to dissolve at any moment. The clothing dyed in different tones of peach colors matched to its owner who didn’t seem to have a precise facial expression. Her monotone voice whispered to the only listener in the skies “Time to go down” fallowing her command her body fell in the following pattern: gravity pulling her forward and down making her body drop as a corpse for an instant, then her body rejecting such force pulled her up as if wings contradict the force from the massive objective, then her feet as if give Mercury’s wings jumped backwards and then forwards. These cycle repeated twice until she flipped backwards after jumping forward and then she kept jumping down as if walking on invisible stairs with the grace of a child jumping on puddles after the rain.  

In comparison to the atmosphere, the cemented soil in which she stood was bitter to the point of given her an aching sensation. Her stoic face changed to complete dissatisfaction and her disapproval could be read even from her picturesque pink lips. After looking around this new environment from far away and now close, the young woman who shall be our nameless “heroine” walked slowly to a bench around 15 steps away from her. It felt as needles pinched her feet with each step, but slowly decreasing in significance and magnitude. Pretending to have the dignity of royalty and with a bourgeoisie attitude born from nowhere; the young woman sat with her back completely straight while looking forward as if waiting patiently for someone. That someone appeared with a wicked smile and his grin could not mean anything fortunate.

The stranger asked her “My Lady, are you perhaps waiting for the next train?”