Rant over life *READ AT YOUR OWN RISK*

I FCKING HATE EVERYTHING AT THE MOMENT!!!

SCHOOL IS A BITCH!!! IT IS THE END OF THE SEMESTER AND IN EVERY FCKING CLASS IT IS ASKING FOR A MOTHERFCKING ESSAY PLUS THE STUPID DAMN HOMEWORK AND TEST.

LIFE IS A BITCH TOO!!! I HAVE NO FCKING JOB AND STUCK IN AN AMAZING PLACE WITH NO FCKING MONEY AND NO TIME TO GET THE FCK OUT OF THIS SMALL APARTMENT THAT IS MAKING ME CLAUSTROPHOBIC .

EVERYONE IS PRESSURING ME TO DO THEIR SHIT FOR THEM AND SOMETIMES I DON'T FCKING MIND, BUT RIGHT NOW EVERYTHING IS ACCUMULATING AND I JUST WANT TO JUMP OUT OF THE EFFING WINDOW.

I FEEL DISGUSTING AT MYSELF FOR SOUNDING LIKE A BITCHING TEENAGER ONLINE WHEN I AM A GROWN WOMAN WHO IS DESPERATE TO RIP THE LIMBS OUT OF SOMETHING.

I FEEL USED, UNAPPRECIATED, STUPID, UGLY, USELESS AND LONELY.

I WISH I COULD JUST BE ALONE IN A FREAKING ROOM WITH MY MUSIC AND A BED TO JUST SLEEP AND DREAM OF SOMETHING BETTER....

I CAN'T EVEN FCKING CRY!!! FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT TO HIT SOMEONE AND THEN CRY AND BE HUGGED AND...AND...AND.....I THINK I NEED THERAPY... OTL

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