Sunday, July 15, 2012

His Last Dream- Part II (First draft)

Hello Everyone~

I've been writing this story because I really have to end a freaking story of mine FOR ONCE!!!

Here it is the link to the first part:

His Last Dream- Part I (First draft)


I changed the format to the names, instead of saying "It" and "Magic", I just capitalize to facilitate the reading and to be quite honest, I did not read the first part at all!!! This second part may not make sense with the first one, but I just wanted to keep writing and whatnot...

I also eliminated the illustrations because I do not have the time to draw and to edit, I haven't even have the time to revise these two parts...

In other words, I apologize but this is the first draft and I'll fix this somehow after I'm done writing. Here is the second part, enjoy~

His Last Dream- Part II 

 

The man didn’t jump, but simply walked on the surface and made his way to where ‘it’ was. As he was walking he noticed things shining underneath the surface. Each water drop that vanished from the rain it incorporated into the frozen looking water, but it wasn’t the drops that were shining in the surface. ‘Magic” kneeled down and carefully observed what his eyes couldn’t believe. Instinctively after recognizing the phenomenon, the man looked up to search for the cosmically ornaments that usually are on the sky at night.

Slowly without been able to see any, his sight came down where ‘It’ was standing on.

“It can’t be” He thought while moving towards ‘It”

“Why are you starring everywhere, Magic? Something wrong?” ‘It’ asked, as if having the moon trapped underneath a lake was something ordinary as if stepping on a mere reflection in a puddle.

“The sky has been trapped in the lake” He replied while pointing out with both hands at the lake.

“Well, yeah…It has been like this since….I don’t know…Always” A giggle came out of ‘It’ after remarking the fact in a sarcastic way.  To this reaction the man with raised his left eyebrow in slight disapproval.
IT felt an aura full of antipathy coming from MAGIC and to smooth the mood; IT decided to invite him to jump into the lake.

“MAGIC, would you like to swim in the lake? We can rest afterwards.”

IT didn’t know if that would please the young man who seemed to be annoyed by the situation, and just smiled to him to at least appease him a little.

In reply, MAGIC stomped on the glass looking floor but this one stayed firm and didn’t break or crack.  IT puzzled by the man’s actions said “You don’t have to take your anger on the lake…”
“I did not take my anger on the lake. I just want to know how we are supposed to swim in this solid lake, if it doesn’t break or melt.”

“Melt?” IT asked not knowing what the man was talking about, but IT remembered that there was no time to waste. IT ran to MAGIC, grabbed his hand and took him to the center of the lake where a dull looking motionless sun could be seen on the surface. “We don’t have much time if we want to swim, just follow me and you will see” IT told MAGIC while both of them moved. MAGIC didn’t know what to think or believe, for he thought at first that the lake was frozen but it felt solid as an unbreakable rock.

 IT took a deep breath and let all the air come out of its lungs afterwards, then IT faced MAGIC and told him “We have to jump in the lake, okay? Are you ready?”

MAGIC had an ambiguous expression on his face but before asking where exactly to jump to. IT grabbed both of his hands and jumped as high as possible. In a matter of a fraction of a second MAGIC had a bunch of questions in his mind “What is IT doing? Do I jump too? Should I let go of IT?” but his body acted automatically and unconsciously MAGIC also jumped following IT behind for just a second. 

They didn’t touch the floor like MAGIC expected, instead they were inside the lake and surrounded by water.  

“I told you, see~ we were able to jump into the lake” IT told MAGIC who incredibly could hear IT perfectly as if they could communicate by telepathy. 

“Told me what, exactly?” MAGIC responded while IT let go of his hands and started to swim away from him.

He looked down and could have easily swum to the bottom of the lake, where he could see plenty of starfish, normal plantae and marine life. He smiled at the normality of the place, his anxiety lessen as fast as his body recognize the usual feeling of water. IT knowing MAGIC wasn’t following turned around and yelled at him “Are you staying there or are you coming?” MAGIC fascinated by the panorama didn’t pay attention to what could have been the top priority…air.  He swam to where IT was waiting but while doing so, he had to look up.

The starry sky was trapped in the reflection of the surface instead of the lake this time. It looked as if it was high up and nothing like it looked on the other side of the surface. Has it always been this way? Are the stars and the sun painted on both sides of a coin?

MAGIC and IT swam to where only fluorescent light coming from corals was the only source of illumination. Everything colored in hues of blue filled the view, white algae reflected light and the ones covering rocks could have been mistaken for snow, and even many marine plants seemed to be trees covered in ice under an icy weather. Fish swam as if dancing under a frozen rain, while distantly the sound of dolphins could be heard as if it were a sweet melody, the rhythm could not be other than the echo of the waves crashing on rocks. Seahorses sang the chorus while the main singer was no other but the sea itself.
  
IT danced to this unique song while MAGIC just contemplated the here-and-now moment. Breathing in fact was forgotten since MAGIC forgot about air and the sensation of drowning.  It was a long lost sentiment that IT has never experienced before. It didn’t matter anymore and just like this, time passed as a warm wind that embraces a person just seconds before disappearing into oblivion.   

Purple and pin jellyfish gathered up around them until unexpectedly they swam rapidly to the opposite direction as if running away from something. Then, IT remembered about time and said “Shit! MAGIC we have to leave! Swim as fast as you can to the sun!” MAGIC saw the concern on ITs face and not only that, but also the marine life aggressively moved everywhere as if something terrible was about to happen. The young man swam very fast even faster than IT, for he could not forget his formidable experience as a swimmer. When he left IT behind he had to look back and just about to go grab IT, he saw a deep darkness following them. He felt unease and helped IT go back to the surface; MAGIC pushed IT up and contemplated the darkness coming fast to them. IT screamed “Come here or you will be trapped!” MAGIC reacted, pushed himself up, and in seconds he was once again on the frozen looking lake.  

“It took you forever to come back!” IT claimed and told MAGIC “At this time, the portal locks itself and you can’t travel this way or that way.” 

MAGIC had to ask “What was that darkness? What would have happened if we didn’t make it out of there in time?”

“Nothing, it is just darkness… Once, I couldn’t go back here and had to stay there for who know how long. It is just scary, you miss track of everything… you don’t feel your hands or feet and no longer can differentiate between what it is real and what it is not. You no longer know what you are or who you are… that is all.” IT replied and as IT keep going its sight went down to looking at the floor, its voice changed from calmed to trembling and at the end a long silence stood between the two. 

Saturday, July 14, 2012

I'm a Miss Take~ Music Post (Buck Tick, Super Junior & Kinky)

Hello World

I have been pretty depressed these past couple of days, I have been feeling mentally and somewhat physiologically sick. I have been neglecting many things and one of them is this blog, which I should just keep it alive because it is a source of artistic therapy to me. It has gotten to the point that I even dyed my hair black like an emo kid. Anyhow, since I don't talk to anyone and been focusing on my solitude; the only thing that has been always keeping company is music...Therefore, I believe it deserves to be here once in a while.

Time to criticize awesome music and whatnot...

First of all, the new BUCK TICK single came out some days ago, it is called 'Miss Take~ 僕はミス・テイク~'

Here is the full PV
 

 I have to say that I love every piece of it, as always I have to say I'm bias towards Buck Tick since it is my favorite band. Particularly, this PV is once again very well delivered with graphics and band performance as previous ones; I have to say that the model and the slow motion and reverse portions of the video make it very pleasing to the eye. However, talking about the song, I really enjoy this single before the previous to this one, Elise no tame ni, because of many reasons. Main one is that I did not time have to enjoy it (I barely noticed the released days before Miss Take came out) and the other main reason it is because of the mysterious and captivating lyrics to Miss Take. 

The translation I have gotten so far is from  'Not Greatest Site' and my favorite part is:

‎"Transcending even Eternity
Stop Time, the wind is blowing
Through this world with nothing at all
Shout my name, shout my name

Sad songs, you sing them all the time
You sing them very well
It's beyond a question or a doubt
There's no way to escape
From you...

My deepest love, reality"

Overall, the lyrics of this song can be interpreted in many ways (I love Buck Tick for this). As far as I can interpret the meaning, to me it is that there is a contradiction between "reality" and "love". Love being so unreal but a "heartbreak" is the opposite. So is it really a "mistake" or a "miss take", meaning that if it was an error to fall in love or is that love is an identity that takes everything away from a person in exchange for happiness? 

These are mere speculations coming from me, a person who analyzed this song for about 20 minutes while been depress and enjoys pain in a none masochist manner.... yeah...

Second in line, I have...SUPER JUNIOR, which new album 'Sexy, Free & Single" came out almost 2 weeks ago.

Here is the PV for 'Sexy, Free & Single" 


All I have to say about this PV is that it is hilarious!!! It cheered me up to no end.
 I mean...it has bishies everywhere and I can never complain about that, but...oh my...Siwon doing the whole "diva" pose thing at the beginning (around sec 22) it got me thinking "Guy is so...FABULOUS" 

Then the guy, whose name I can never remember but looks super gay to me...got a really punk manly look but then he does the leg thingy (0:48) (O.o)?.... lol???

Everyone swimming at 2:05 X'D

The random "too hot" shouting and Yesung having to say "Party time" in a very dramatic pitch voice= LOLs all over

I am already getting used to the weird effects so the weird looking glass thing explosion was nothing in comparison to the most hilarious part of this video which is....the weird 3D pictures of all members that jump in slow motion...(3:19)

Genius!!!! whoever thought of this was and it is a genius!!! i couldn't stop laughing for the rest of the video the first time I saw it, and everytime I see it...I have to at least giggle.
Really...DA HELL??!! I love it how they start with the guys with hyperactive poses and they end up with the 3 guys who just did a random simple pose. 
Not only these funny parts made me love this pv/song, but MAN!!! those guys are sooo HOT and smexy~
 This PV was made to make Doughae and Eunhyuk look the hell handsome (Plus, shirtless Siwon and Leekun *drools* they know what we want lol). The song and beat are contagious and makes you want to sing and DANCE!!! I like ^^d

This post is getting longer and longer...BUT, I have to talk about the rest of the songs in the album because I have my favorites already.

First one, and the one I can't stop listening because it is "Bittersweet" and I can highly relate to it at the moment.

When I heard and read the lyrics the first time, I have to confess I cried like a little girl... and my chest hurts a little everytime I listen to it. I also believe it quite reminds me of a song in Spanish from the group "UFF" but can't quite put a finger on which song...

Second favorite song "Butterfly"


 This song is full of awesomeness, dubstep+ french + lyrics about metamorphosis = WIN
Honorable mentions:
"I'm a Rockstar" because Engrish is great X'D
"Now" since it is full of hope and it is very Katy Perry-ish but, I don't care since it has a nice beat.  

Lastly, I shall talk about this song that captivated me during "True Blood"

It is a "OhmygoshSteampunk,urgasmicVIOLINS,andsingerwithaDEEPvoice" song.

Ohh and I can't forget another favorite band of mine, 'Kinky', which new single has also been added to my playlist, ENJOY~

Sorry for the long post, but I had to do it ;)

Until later my lovelies~

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Who Cares Anyway?

Who Cares Anyway?

I wish for my sadness
to be washed away,
but my eyes are tired of trying to cry
this pain away.

There is nobody to blame,
it is just me and who cares anyway?

I wish for my loneliness 
to be cast away,
but my arms are tired of searching for someone
to carry my solitude away.

There is nobody to hug,
it is just me and who cares anyway?


Friday, June 15, 2012

Drawings

Hello world~

I haven't done much of my life since last post, except summer school (T^T)

BUT...

I have been drawing and here are some of my drawings for the world to see :)

This one is the first one out of the series, and all I can say is that I'm still trying to find a style..

As you can tell, I didn't finish it.
Next one I did finish  and since I was bored somedays ago...I also photoshoped it.

Original  

Edited Version
 I tried to play with the pen tool in order to color it but I ended up using brushes to add texture, in other words...I still fail with the pen tool.

The next 3 are my failures at trying to make a decent sketch of a woman under the rain, like the tiny little doddle on the left down corner of this page:
:
^This one, can you see it?


 This one is the first attempt which I never finish, because I am afraid of fucking it up:

How did it end up being a woman wounded?  
Second one:

Or how did it end up being a crazy woman with creepy hand? Who knows \(O.o)/
 Finally, I gave up on my original idea after drawing this one:

At least, this one has some sort of resemblance, right?
I don't know if I will try my original idea again, but now I'm pretty much drawing whatever the paper tells me to draw....lol???

It is just that for some odd reason, I tend to end up drawing whatever I wasn't going to draw. It is pretty random, and I think that I heard somewhere that Michelangelo used to do the same thing with sculptures? If I remember correctly, it was something along the line of that every medium it is already destined to be something and that the artist's job is to "make it happen". Someone correct me if I am wrong (because, I'm to lazy to search it at 4am)

Anyhow, this one is last one I have done and I'm pretty proud of it:


"Aquatic Fairy"
I might try to color it on photoshop or something...I don't know, what do you think?

This is it for now. See you people later. Ciao~


Sunday, May 27, 2012

Saturday Full of Anime

Hello everyone,

Since it is my last Saturday free of school I've decided to spend it by watching anime. Yesterday, I went to the movies and watched 'Men in Black 3' and 'Battleship' both of which I recommend and tomorrow...who knows what I will do.

Anyhow, here is my short review of some anime I've finally been able to caught up...

Fist of all, I finished watching 'Natsume Yuujinchou Shi'and I have to admit that I cried a little bit by the end; since it is very touching and I'm going through a situation like Natsume's. No, I don't see Youka/demons, I mean seen his old house where he grew up. When you see the house you used to live as a kid it is heartbreaking so yeah...despise the sadness, this anime is just mushy and fluffy as Nyanko sensei :3

Source: Zerochan.net
It never disappoints me and it is just an amazing series in which each episode leaves you with a calm and warm sensation. Ohhh...did I mention Natsume's seiyu is my wife? lol it is non other than Hiroshi Kamiya!!!! YESH!!! >,<

Source: Zerochan.net
Today, I had a lot of Hiro C!!! and I mean a lot!!! Next anime I started to watch is 'Nisemonogatari' and I couldn't stop watching it until ep. 8. I don't remember much of 'Bakemonogatari' and I never exactly loved it, but for some reason I feel like I enjoy 'Nisemonogatari' more than Bakemonogatari. On this new one, I feel more connected to the characters and I can't deny the fanservice for the female audience is of my liking ;)

Screencap that makes me go puri puri~
I'm going to say this one straight up, I don't like Senjougahara...in fact I am incline to hate her... If I were to cross someone like her in real life I'll probably stare at her, and avoid her at all cost because I'm afraid I would punch her face for no reason. I'm sorry everyone but there is just something about her that makes me want to hit her, it is like she has a sign on her forehead telling me to do so... O.o;

BUT just as much as I hate her, I love Araragi even thought I didn't like him this much on Bakemonogatari (more like... I remember just been neutral to his character and the whole series). He is pervertedly hilarious and the chemistry he has with his harem the other characters is great!! The only thing that slightly disturbs me is the "kinda but not really" incestuous relationship with his sister... O.o?

I still have some episodes to go until I hit the end but I give this one a 8.5/10 as of now, Hiro C once again strikes me with his awesomeness as Araragi. I'm truly enjoying this one, 3 times more than Bakemonogatari AND the Kamiya Hiroshi marathon continues with... BRAVE 10

Source:Zero chan. The guy on the left is voiced by Hiro C (*q*)
 I don't want to admit it but, I LOVE this!!! I am beginning to show signs of addiction towards this anime, I am in danger to become a crack whore for it. I'm at ep. 6 and I just don't want to stop watching it!!!

Reasons I love it:

THE CAST!!!! I mean Ono D and Hiro C not only as seiyu but also singing... KYAAAA~~~ *fangirl level: over 9,000!!!!*

Plus, you have Sakurai Takahiro and Koyasu Takehito, what is this? tears? yeah....fangirl tears rolling down my cheeks... Not really, but you get the point.

The protagonist it is still somehow USELESS, but not to the point of a 'Chizuru' (Hakuouki's protagonist who only screamed 'Hijigata san' and did...NOTHING) at least this one is funny and has a mass destruction jewel on her head...

The story is not THAT great, I mean...not much to expect out of a reverse harem, but it is has its really hilarious moments!!! Like this one:

Ohhh you are VERY wrong, these two are bishies and one of them is Hiro C (aka. BEST UKE VOICE EVAH!!)

The characters are unique and funny.How can anyone not love Yuri, Kamanosuke?

Is it a 'He' or a 'She'?? Only God and the mangaka knows...lol
He...or She, it is like the Grell to Kuroshitsuji!!! Pervert, Psycho BUT unlike Grell, Kamanosuke is over the top Androgynous!!! Someone on MAL said "Androginity is all up in this bitch" to the seiyu, because it is a male BUT he sounds like a woman!!! I thought it was one until I saw it on 'My Anime List"and yeah... I love this man...or woman...or maybe hermaphrodite? I have never crossed a character like him/her.

Someone is having a "Grell" moment.
So yeah... bitches be crazy and lovable ONLY in anime lol. I feel like I have identified myself with this character :'D

Even though I would like to talk more about anime, I'm tired and I should go to bed and dream with bishies and Hiro C~

 But before that, I shall leave you with this GREAT AMV!!! from an anime I haven't seen but the music it is form Mindless Self Indulgence and you have to watch it. Padre, you deserve hundred KUDOS for creating this!!
 

Ciao~ for now ^^